It’s best if you didn’t come. The fact that I’m summoning you is awfully vile of me. And why should you bury your life along with me? You’re dear to me, and in my misery, I felt good beside you; only with you, you alone, could I speak about myself out loud. But nothing comes of that. You defined it yourself — a ‘nurse’. That’s your expression. What’s the point of sacrificing so much? Understand, too, that I don’t feel sorry for you if I summon you, and I don’t respect you, if I’m waiting for you. And yet, I both summon and wait. In any case, I need your answer, because I must go very soon. In
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