Stavrogin, why am I condemned to believe in you for all eternity? Could I really have spoken as I did with anyone else? I am a chaste man, but I was not afraid of my nakedness, because I was speaking with Stavrogin. I was not afraid to caricature a great idea with my touch, because Stavrogin was listening to me. Do you think I won’t kiss your footprints when you’ve left? I can’t tear you out of my heart, Nikolay Stavrogin!’
WHAT THHE FUCKKKK HE'S SYMBOLICALLY BOUND TO PYOTR IN HIS LOVE FOR STAVROGIN
(toe-curling quote)
