‘Life is pain, life is fear and man is unhappy. Now all is pain and fear. Now man loves life because he loves pain and fear. And that’s how he’s been made. Now life is given in exchange for pain and fear, and that’s the basis of the whole deception. Now man is still not what he should be. There will be a new man, happy and proud. Whoever doesn’t care whether he lives or doesn’t live, he will be the new man. Whoever conquers pain and fear, he himself will be God. And that other God will no longer be.’
According to Aleksey, he wants to take his own life not because he is unhappy but because he wants to prove humans’ capacity for radical freedom. To prove that, Aleksey believes he must overcome humans’ fear of death
