caught early and cured or whether it was advanced and I would need chemotherapy and perhaps radiation. Lying in that bed, I had lots of time to talk with God. “You are making a really big mistake here,” I fumed. “There’s absolutely nothing You can ever do to make up for this because it is too awful. And don’t think You are going to pull me through this somehow and I’m going to go and minister to cancer patients, because I won’t do it!” Perhaps a wee bit of anger there? When I look back on those early days after my diagnosis, I am incredulous at some of the things I thought and felt. But I was
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