“I’m not afraid of dying,” a client told me. “Sometimes I’m more afraid of living.” That fear of life as they have experienced it underlies my patients’ continued drug use. “Nothing bothers me when I’m high. There’s no stress in my life,” one person said—a sentiment echoed by many addicted people. “Makes me just forget,” said Dora, an inveterate cocaine user. “I forget about my problems. Nothing ever seems quite as bad as it really is, until you wake up the next morning, and then it’s worse.”
