I carefully tucked my love for Maxon away in my heart, a little afraid of this feeling. Eventually, it would have to be shared, but for now it was my secret.
why???? what is the utility of hiding this???????? you have a rebel faction saying that they will ally themselves with you if he chooses her and she knows he would probably just end the selection and choose her if she said she was all in. she’s so selfish and annoying

