“We keep doing this,” I breathed, exhausted with this game. “We get close and then something happens and it falls apart, and you never seem to be able to make a decision. If you want me as much as you’ve always claimed to, why isn’t this over?”
i don’t understand why she doesn’t get it’s entirely her fault. you can’t be like why aren’t we together when you’re also still in love with the other guy and convinced he’s the one only half the time . also none of this matters

