As a rule, however - particularly after the initial thrill and novelty of Self-realization have worn off, and the enjoyment of one’s true Nature is dimmed by expectation of benefits for one’s human nature - those benefits are experienced as modest, patchy and variable. The outward fruits of in-seeing aren’t nearly so abundant as one would naturally wish, are slow to ripen, and even then are probably more apparent to others than to oneself. Often there is no sense of improvement whatever. There may well be growing disappointment, a sense of something more needed, additional to the bare seeing.
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