I can’t explain why it happens, but to my shame, I must admit I’ve done the same thing. Haven’t you? There are times that I get so angry and become so determined to do my will that I block out God’s better plan. I do it out of sheer stubbornness. My jaw is set and my teeth are clenched. Looking back later, however, I invariably admit the act held no satisfaction for me. With deep remorse I realize my sin was rank unbelief, not mere disobedience.
