In addition, her anxiety was such that she rarely smiled when she was on a date and she was certainly too tense to laugh. Once she realized this, she thought back on her dates with dismay but with insight. “They must have thought I really wasn’t enjoying their company. Geez, I’m one heck of a lousy date!” “Lousy!” I agreed, which made Serena laugh. “But whether you continue to be is up to you.”
