Even as I write these words today, I wonder if I honestly care. I can barely obey God without thinking, What will it cost me? I don’t want to think that way. Left to myself, I am just that selfish. I want things. I want comfort and fun. I don’t want to suffer. I want things to feel in control. Today I don’t want to be typing and studying about God’s glory—I’d rather be at Target or on Facebook. Today, like many other days, I have forgotten. I have forgotten my glimpses of God, the moments when I actually taste and see him for a smidge of who he is, and the moments I would do anything. I forget
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