Adrian jogs up his back steps, glancing over at my deck, where I’m supposed to be. My heart warms at the sight of him looking for me. I imagine a life of him kissing me good morning after his run, having tea together and watching the sunrise, and going and visiting his family. I’d talk about plants with MJ and laugh at his brothers’ antics. For once in my life I’d be a part of a family that loves and wants to be around each other. Maybe the reward is worth the risk.
