But He's My Grumpy Neighbor (But He's a Carter Brother #1)

by Annah Conwell

Dear Jules, I’m writing you this letter because I made a mistake. I should have kissed you on your porch. Actually, I should have kissed you long before that. I’m known to be a man of action and not of words, but since I failed you in the area of action, I’m hoping words will help aid me in winning back your affection. It’s not easy for me to trust others. In the past, I was betrayed by people I worked closely with in order for them to climb the ladder. After experiencing that, I thought it was better to live life on my own. But you came along and changed everything. The first time I saw you, something shifted within me. You were this ethereal being made of softness and light. I was immediately mesmerized and hated it, so I attempted to push you away. Now I know better than to think you’d be so easily deterred. I didn’t deserve your efforts–I still don’t. Your kindness and gracefulness are boundless. But I’ve come to accept the fact that while I can’t be who you deserve, neither can any other man. So, I’m asking for permission to fail you. Over the course of our friendship, I’ve failed you many times, and you’ve still remained by my side. I’m hoping and praying that you will do the same if we become something more. Because I’d like to be so much more. I need you, Jules. Watching you walk away was a pain I’ve never known. I’m determined not to experience it ever again. Please forgive me. If you do, come find me when you finish this letter. If not, I’ll understand and leave ...