‘What sort of a demon was I becoming? Why was I treating my people like this? Why was I getting angry even at Maricha, when he did not show respect?’ Suddenly, I wanted to run and hug him and say I was sorry. But something held me back. I increased my pace and entered the palace gate.
Action is what matters rather than words.
I was reading this book thinking I will get a neutral perspective or rather I will get answer to all Ravan's actions. That is much in future for now.
Just a note though, even I might feel guilty/happy about doing something slightly wrong but I won't keep repeating it. So far there is a sound in Ravana which wants to be correct against these small wrong actions/desires instead of repeating those I would just appretiate either him finally following that voice or completely supress it to follow the path of the desires. Simply thinking about how something is bad while doing it again and again is annoying.
