My anger has subsided this week and has yet again been replaced with a longing for you. The cycle of hate and love I have towards you drives me mad. I have thought of locking myself up, but I know you will find a way under the cracks. Why can’t I decide how to emotionally digest you? When I hate you, I think how could I have ever loved you? On the days I love you, I think, how can I have so much hate for a ghost? -talking with a ghost
