When I play the song this time, it feels different, because now that Jamie’s mom is getting better, it seems like he’s going to be okay. He can live his own life now that she has hers under control. “I’d do it forever if it wouldn’t break my heart,” I sing. My throat tightens as the words spill out, and my voice catches. It feels different, because I know Jamie isn’t Zach. Things have changed between us. It’s so new and I’m terrified to think forward to the future with him, but that doesn’t mean I can’t hope. I close my eyes, because I don’t want to see whatever Ivy’s expression is. It’s
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