God is necessary and so must exist." "Well, that's all right, then." "But I know He doesn't and can't." "That's more likely." "Surely you must understand that a man with two such ideas can't go on living?" "Must shoot himself, you mean?" "Surely you must understand that one might shoot oneself for that alone? You don't understand that there may be a man, one man out of your thousands of millions, one man who won't bear it and does not want to."
