“I’m just tired of being the runner, Jersey. I’ve been the fuse and the lighter in all this chaos. I’ve landed a shitty reputation but really, it’s one that I damn well earned. I’m broken and beaten down, but I own it. I know I don’t deserve that stability, that kind of love that I want. But it’s easier to believe that I might still get lucky than to have to just accept that this is it for me. That what I’m doing right now is what I’ll be doing until someone does decide they’ve had enough of my attitude or my mouth or my attempts to flee; until someone just kills me.”
