Jesus, you’re the worst. No, I’m being serious. How could I not for this guy?? He’s perfect. How could I ever say no to being with only him?? I’d have to be the biggest, dumbest fuckboy on the planet to want to keep sleeping with randoms instead of being his, making him mine. My heart is rapping fast, stomach churning as that goddamn voice of reason keeps badgering me. Whatever, idiot. You won’t be able to do it. You know you can’t. You’re just going to hurt him… And when you do, he’ll hate you forever.