Watching her so nervous—eyes darting around, the hand holding her weapon shaking like her whole world is falling apart and this one thing is all she has left—I know that whatever mistakes she’s making, she believes in them. She didn’t betray us for money, didn’t campaign on hating us solely for power. She believes in everything she does. She’s scared, she’s always been scared, and she made her TV appearances and ran her campaign and passed her border laws to make everyone else as scared as she was.