And most of what she feared wasn’t even real. No army of Ashtowners waiting to beat Wileyites to death, get their children pregnant, outlaw their gods. Just shadows being jumped at by someone whose only response to change is dread. Now it’s time to make her dreams come true. Everything I know about cruelty I learned inside the wall, but I’ll happily use Wiley tricks to give her an Ashtowner worth fearing.