“Um, to be honest, I think I don’t remember because I don’t like thinking about it. I used to ruminate when I was younger. I used to plan what I would say to people, and then think about what I had said. I used to enjoy doing that; it felt like playing, sort of. After high school, it felt unpleasant ruminating about past things, so I totally stopped. I didn’t like doing it. I think you have to think back to things to remember them, right? You have to revisit memories to keep them? I don’t let myself think about high school at all. There’s like a block.”
