I see the boy from before his father tainted him, and I know it’s not the same, that he has been tainted, but it doesn’t change how much I enjoy being around him. And I’m not stupid, I know it doesn’t mean anything to him, not in the way it does to me, but spending so much time together is not great for the slight crush I have on him. Okay, so I love him more now than I ever have, but that’s not my fault. First of all, he’s hot. Second of all, he’s an asshole, and third of all, he’s a shameless flirt. How the hell am I supposed to resist that? I’m just a girl.

