didn't know how to deal with a traumatized mate when I was still so messed up myself—and I still am. Make no mistake, Nikki, with me you won’t get a nice normal guy. I will fight for you. I will love you fiercely. I will protect you with everything I have in me. I will do my best to comfort you and to treat you with respect, because you deserve it. You are the most important person in my life, but I'm not normal.