I’m annoyed with my college junior self … but middle school to junior in high school me? She’s in there, face full of braces, grinning like a fool, just as she was when Leo Stone would smile at her as he entered the house with her brother and his friends, when she’d turn red as a beet and lock herself in her room, doodling “Ellie & Leo” on a sketch pad. That version of me, she’s doing freaking cartwheels. And she didn’t even know he’d pack on twenty plus pounds of defined muscle, have a massive dick, magic fingers, and a sinfully skilled mouth.

