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August 13 - August 14, 2025
It was a painting of a pale, well-dressed woman. She wore a voluminous dress that overtook her plush chair; seated at a desk in front of a window, she clutched flowers and a note. It breathed of sunlight; each color used in the painting had a yellow or orange hue. Reading the plaque on the wall, it said: Love Letters by Jean Honoré Fragonard. “Why?” He hesitated for a moment. “When I look at it, all I see is you.”
I was always nervous that if I shared the unkind words people threw at me, then that was all they’d associate me with. That they’d begin to notice that my skin was too blemished, or that the clothes I made were too cliché, or that I did dress like a seventy-year-old woman who’d given up on life. If I were to tell them what others said, then that’s all they’d see.
Intimacy was to be seen by you; free falling was to be touched by you
I tried to stop loving you, but along the way, you found your way into the sound of my laugh, the style of my writing, and the threads of my clothes
“I want to be noticed in a crowded room. I want to be the only person in a crowded room. I want to be wanted, truly wanted, and desired. I want to laugh and to sing and to dance with someone and not feel self-conscious over it because I love them and I’m confident that they love me. I want to be touched and kissed and held because I’ve forgotten what it feels like … and yet, I think I deserve it.”
And suddenly, I fell
Glances, gazes, eyes following places they shouldn’t have seen / intimacy was to be seen by you; free falling was to be touched by you / there was no such thing as a crowded room where you stood She lives in between the pinks and yellows of the world / where a beautiful color is unknown to others / and when she speaks, I become a bee enthralled in a field of daisies
THAGTS WHY HE ASKED IF SHE HAD READ THE BOOK WHEN SHE METIONED SE WANGED TO BR SEEN IN A CROWDED ROOM
“I’ve never felt this conscious of the beat of my heart before, it was like it was sleeping without you,” he whispered.
A thousand flower petals falling to the bottom of my stomach. “That sounds perfect.” “Ready to go home?” he asked. “With you, always.”