I had found my friend Jesus again, and though I would definitely lose him and find him again, I realized that he’s more interested in people who know they are not perfect than people who think they are. I was always thinking that I was supposed to be this perfect person, but he was like, “I’m not building you for that—I’m building you to reach people. You can reach people I can’t. You talk to people I can’t talk to. You can tell them that loving themselves is the way to love God. Because when you do that you can love others.”