You see, I can’t get all that sort of thing out of my mind, quite – Death, Judgement, Heaven, Hell, Nanny Hawkins, and the catechism. It becomes part of oneself, if they give it one early enough. And yet I wanted my child to have it … now I suppose I shall be punished for what I’ve just done. Perhaps that is why you and I are here together like this … part of a plan.’