another part of me does not rue what happened, because I sincerely believe that I would have gone irretrievably crazy if I had not done it—
Breaking things in anger is atleast acceptable to a certain extent but breaking the jaws of your friend and telling that if you hadn't fone it you would have gone crazy is something deeply problematic. Also, associating yourself with wife batterers and telling that they also have full justification for their behaviour is even more problematic!
