Shiver (For Puck's Sake, #1)

by Crea Reitan

“I was pissed,” I whisper, “because she was touching you. I’d have been angry if I’d seen her with someone else. But touching you…” I can’t finish. Because I don’t understand the words that would follow. You’re mine.

“While I understand that you feel like you shouldn’t be upset, you clearly are. And feelings are valid, even if they feel like weaknesses,”

What. The. Fuck. Is. Happening?

What’s wrong with me?! Why can’t I stop talking?

Fuuuuck, I’m in trouble. I’m in so much fucking trouble and I don’t know how to get out of it. Especially since I keep digging this hole deeper.

“Shh,” I murmur, stroking his back, still cupping his cheek as I press his face to my chest. “It’s alright. Whatever you’ve been through, I’m here now. I’ll never let anyone hurt you.”

This boy has no idea he likes to be praised. His response is immediate, and he doesn’t even know it.

“Will you hold me all night?” The vulnerability in his voice cracks something in my chest. Like he just slammed a sledgehammer into my sternum. I suck in a breath before putting my weight more fully on top of him, pressing him between me and the bed. “All night, Egon. I’m not going anywhere.” I’m in so much trouble.

He’s fucking mine!

He grunts, his hands on me strong and hard, his fingers digging into me as I make sure he understands whose mouth this is. Whose body this is. Who he fucking belongs to. There’s only one person allowed to touch him and that’s me.

“Who do you belong to, Egon?” I can’t stop myself from asking. His grin is wide. He blinks, his eyes focusing on me when he answers. “You. Only you, Rakesh.” “Good,” I grunt. “Don’t let anyone else touch you.”

It’s been three damn days. Grade that shit already. There were stakes on the line here.

“Good boy,”

A warmth spreads through my chest as I stare at him. He’s mine. That’s fucking horrifying.

I can’t wait to fill his ass without a condom. Mark him inside and out as fucking mine.

A pain cuts through my chest and I welcome it. This is what I deserve.

I'm a sobbing mess!😭

What did I do? What do I do now?

Oh poor sweet baby! 😭

My chest hurts. Breathing hurts. Everything hurts. I think I love him. But he doesn’t love me. And now I’m broken beyond repair.

I don’t care what happens next; the only thing that I care about is that you belong to me and I will never let you go again.”

“Because you’re the sun that I’m orbiting around. I will love you until the stars stop burning. You aren’t just my world, Egon Wolf. You’re my entire universe.”

“If I’m the universe, you’re everything in it. You can’t have a universe without the stars and the moons and planets and asteroids.”

“Be my husband?” he asks. “Marry me?” I laugh quietly, and nod. “Yes, Egon. The answer is always yes.”

“Good. Asking for help isn’t a weakness. It’s actually the opposite. It takes confidence to admit when you can’t do something on your own or you don’t understand. Knowing your limits makes you a remarkable man.”

And in that place, we’ll have our first kid. A little black and gray kitten that I named Puck.

Too cute!