Shiver (For Puck's Sake, #1)

by Crea Reitan

I’m a stupid stupidhead.

What. The. Fuck. Is. Happening? The question keeps skipping through my head, even as I slide my hand up his back and tangle my fingers in his hair, urging him to touch me. I feel his lips on my skin. His hot breath. His racing heart that’s matching mine beat for beat. Fuck’s sake!

“I need you,” he whispers so damn quietly that I have to question whether I hear his words. Swallowing, I turn my body so we’re flush again and close my eyes so I can hold him properly. As if I can’t stop my mouth, my next words are, “I’m here, Egon. Right here. Just let me take care of you.”

I drank in his excitement. His giddiness. His pride. Showing him I was so motherfucking proud of him and what he accomplished.

I had no idea being picked up and moved around like I am a doll would be so fucking hot.

And that dick of his, his cock that I’ve been dying to ride, hits my prostate with such force and vigor that there aren’t just stars in my eyes but entire galaxies. I’m not just in another world, but one filled with fairies and magic and sex so good that it’s like an out-of-body experience.

A warmth spreads through my chest as I stare at him. He’s mine. That’s fucking horrifying.

Every need or desire I had no idea I had. Every little broken piece inside me. All those neglected shards that made me feel weak, worthless, and unwanted. Since the day Rake walked into my life, I was seen. He acknowledged all those pieces.

I need him to heal all the broken pieces of my heart.

Maybe it shouldn’t have been so easy to forgive him. Maybe I should have made him beg or something. But all I wanted was to be with him again. He’s my person. The person that makes me whole. That makes everything okay.

This man is mine. It never occurred to me to want someone forever, but I’ll be damned if I’ll ever be without him.

“Because you’re the sun that I’m orbiting around. I will love you until the stars stop burning. You aren’t just my world, Egon Wolf. You’re my entire universe.”