“He scares me, Sloane. I love him. I love him so much, but he scares me. And not in that 'he might physically harm me' kind of way, but in the 'he has the power to emotionally decimate me' kind of way. Even being friends with him is terrifying. Like right now, he’s off in California dealing with some mess that will probably end with him running off again, and I shouldn’t care, but I do because I love him, and I know I'm going to lose him again."