“And his death did something to me, took something, broke something in me so profoundly that I feel like I’ve been torn into all of these pieces which just don’t fit back together properly anymore. But when I’m with you, when I’m with any of you, I don’t feel like that…I feel like each of you really sees me. But each in such different ways. And I need all of you. I need the light and the dark and the joy and pain. I can’t pick between you any more than I could reach inside myself and choose a piece of my soul to keep and others to destroy.”
