we’re not made to absorb this much human information at once, man. all the pathos and bathos and other thos-es I’d say it’s exhausting except I can’t feel tired and anyway it’s beyond that it’s overwhelming for a species that was basically content with an oral tradition of a handful of long-ass stories about the same six shitty gods for millennia now we can do all this knowing and empathizing and not-empathizing around innumerable tiny human stories and we can never fully succeed reprogramming our minds to get good at it