Ben: To feel better, like to convince yourself you didn’t kill her? Lucy: Yep. Ben: Because you don’t know for sure? Lucy: I can’t know for sure. I don’t remember that night. I know that I loved Savvy and I can’t imagine ever hurting her, but everyone is so convinced that I did it. It’s hard not to be like, well, what if I did snap? What if I had a psychotic break? Do people know when they have a psychotic break? Ben: I … don’t know.