What if Shannon’s dad came back and he didn’t get prosecuted? What if my body didn’t heal in time for the tour? What if he came back and her mother took him back? What if the coaches overlooked me for that Danny Miller kid from Galway? What if she didn’t come back to school next week? What if this was it for me? What if she was put into care and had to change schools? What if I’d played my last game in Dublin? What if she got hurt again? What if, what if, what if…

