My voice trailed off, and I turned my face to look out my window, though all I could see was darkness outside. I wasn’t comfortable with the direction this conversation had taken. Every time I thought about my old school, a fresh batch of terror enveloped me. My reasons for being here weren’t something I was willing to talk about with anyone. “Hey.” I felt his fingers brush against the back of my hand, his voice closer now, soft and probing. “Where’d you go?”