Oh god. Oh lord. Oh sweet merciful baby Jesus… Breathe, Shannon, just breathe… I remained quiet, watching Johnny and his mother interact and speaking only when I was asked a direct question. It was awkward, uncomfortable, and I was achingly aware of his presence the entire time, my body on high alert. For what, I had no clue. But every time I was in close proximity with him, I found it hard to breathe.
