I didn’t respond because I couldn’t. I was concentrating too hard on not crying. “Shannon, I didn’t—” Johnny started to say but stopped short. He rubbed his jaw and then dropped his hand back on the wheel. “I don’t—” He stalled again, this time shaking his head. “Forget it.” I didn’t probe or push him to finish whatever he had been trying to say. I didn’t want to hear it. Retracting from the current source of my confusion and frustration—which was my designated driver—I focused all my efforts on ignoring him and keeping my emotions at bay. If I could jump out of the car right now, I would, but
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