“That’s understandable,” she replied, rubbing my arm soothingly. “Is it?” I strangled out, fighting back the urge to scream. “Because I have no idea why I feel like I’m dying right now.” Sniffling, I inhaled several shaky breaths, desperate to get my emotions under control. “I have never been so scared in my whole life.” “Shan,” Claire sighed softly. “You’re feeling like this because you care about Johnny.”