Binding 13 (Boys of Tommen, #1)

by Chloe Walsh

I was thin on the extreme, underdeveloped with fried eggs for breasts, clearly untouched by the puberty boom that had hit every other girl my age.

shannon girl

“I’m so fucking proud of you, Shan,” Joey said in a voice that was thick with emotion. “You don’t even realize how brave you are.”

JOEYYYY

Leave my stomach waiting longer than four hours, and I was a moody, pissy bitch.

Me

A ball lay on the grass beside her. Not just any ball. My bleeding ball!

I love the irish

She was tiny, seriously fucking small, barely reaching my chest in height.

Enough

“She’s grand,” I called back, wincing when a hiccupping sound tore from her chest. “You’re grand, aren’t you?”

LMAO

She sniffled then, blue eyes watering, and something inside of me snapped. Ah, shite.

Sigh they r my everything

It was January. It was wet. It was cold. And for some strange, disconcerting reason, I was burning the fuck up on the inside.

Goddd

Who could attack her? She was so small. And frail.

Put the fries in the bag

She opened her eyes, and fuck me, I unintentionally sucked in a sharp breath. Jesus, this girl was beautiful.

SIGHHH

She moved to stand up, and like the asshole I was, I moved to help her, catching a narrowing glare from her mother. I went to her anyway. Fuck them all.

Johnny i would die for you

“Well,” he began slowly. “She had her pussy and ass out, Cap—a very nice ass that matches the very nice rest of her—so yeah, lad. There’s been talk.”

GIBSIE BRUH

Meanwhile, I was trembling with energy that needed to be worked out of my body and quickly.

Pack it up johnny

but it was hard to remain a boy when I was living in a man’s world.

Oh word

“Fifteen is young,” I barked, frustrated. “And illegal.” “Oh.” Gibsie grinned knowingly. “I see.”

Gibsie never die bruh

“Apparently not when you’re deluded enough to think I’ve been handed everything in my life—and especially when you refer to girls as fair game.” Shaking my head, I added, “They’re girls, McGarry, not Pokémon cards.”

Okayyyy feminism

“Education is very important, Ronan.” I grinned, relishing his hatred of me. “The Academy teaches us that.”

He is evil i love him

“I’m your daddy on the field, bitch.” I smiled darkly and squeezed, cutting off his air supply.

The way my jaw just dropped

Turning to look at me, Gibsie said, “See the sacrifices I make for you?”

I love him i fear

She was a tiny scrap of a girl—all limbs and bones. There were no curves on her, and I doubted she even wore a bra if I was being honest with myself.

JOHNNY.

“And I love you, too,” he said, laughing, before turning his attention to me and stifling a groan. “Jesus Christ,” he groaned so that only I could hear him. “I swear to god, lad, that girl drives me crazy.” “You’re already crazy,” I reminded him. “You don’t need anyone’s help with that.” “Look at her, Johnny,” he groaned, ignoring my jab. “Look at how beautiful that girl is. Christ, it might be that sunshine hair, but I swear she glows.” “Don’t even think about it,” were the words that came out of my mouth. “I won’t—for now,” Gibs replied, eyes alight with mischief. “But I’ve a feeling that I’m going to marry her.” His comment stopped me in my tracks. “What?” It was too weird. Even for him.

He is so james potter coded

It didn’t make any sense for me to find her attractive. She was nothing like the girls I usually fucked around with. I liked curves. I loved tits. And I was a sucker for a big ass. She had none of the above.

Johnny.

I can give you a spin home when you want to go? What the actual fuck? I might as well have shouted, Love me, fucking love me at the girl.

LMAO

“I hurt your feelings?” I cocked a brow. “Who’s the bitch with a vagina now?”

EUGHHH

“You’re a suicidal little fucker, aren’t you?” the boy was saying in an oddly light tone as he sauntered down the hallway with his huge hand cupping the back of Ronan’s neck, forcing him to double over and waddle to keep up with the boy’s long strides.

Gibsie bruh

when I rounded the corner of the main building and collided with a solid male chest.

if i had a dollar for everytime she has run into this mans body i would be filthy rich

“Well, I’m not like most girls,” I replied with a grimace and gestured to myself. “As you can see.”

ew

“Now,” I sneered, glaring down at their faces. “Who wants to call my girlfriend a whore to my face?”

Woah chill

“At the cinema?” she asked, cheeks flushing. I shrugged. “Or my house.”

LEts go

You could love this girl your whole life, the crazy thought persisted inside my brain over and over, if you just let yourself.

Oh thats sick

Straight to your house because I wanna fuck your sister, I thought to myself. I smirked at the fabulous notion, and then hunted the crazy thought away with a shake of my head.

Woah johnny brother

But I want to fuck her… I want in your sister so bad you wouldn’t believe it… The things I imagine doing to her would shock you…

BRUH CHILL

The second: fantasizing about all the terribly inappropriate things I longed to do with his sister.

you dont even know if IT works yet dude

You’re only fifteen,

hey so you are literally a year older

Sniffling, I turned to look at him. “You’re not coming back, are you?” Joey just stared at me, eyes filled with tears. “I can’t,” he whispered as a tear rolled down his cheek. “If I go back inside that house, I’ll kill them both.”

Im crying

I watched his face, registered the truth he was telling me, and then I unfastened my seat belt and opened the door.

ILL BE GLAD THAT I MADE IT OUT AND SORRY THAT IT ALL WENT DOWN LIKE IT DID

“How did he hurt you?” his mother asked, looking troubled and yet massively relieved. I sighed heavily. “With his balls.” “With his balls?” she repeated, looking horrified. “Johnny knocked you out with his balls?” “Ball,” I stressed, squirming in my seat. “Just the one ball—” I stopped speaking, knowing I was making a hash of things.

Shannon bruh

“Uh-huh.” I was terrible at most things in life, but I kicked ass at GTA. “Joey has Vice City and San Andreas and I’ve cleared both games.”

San andreas metion

“I can’t be alone with you like this,” he whispered, eyes locked on mine. “I…” He exhaled a ragged breath. “Not here…not when you look like that.”

Here we go

Releasing an unsteady breath, I reached up, grabbed Johnny’s neck, and pulled his face down to mine. And then I kissed him.

LETS GO

“Here,” he said, tossing the bottle across the room at me. “From my balls to yours.” I caught it midair and read the description on the bottle. “Lube?” I barked. “Jesus, Gibs.”

gibs bruh

“No…” Johnny paused to drag Cormac Ryan out of his chair, “I’m going to hit him.” And then he smashed his fist into Cormac Ryan’s face.

CORMAC PUT A MUZZLE ON YOUR BITCH

“Track nine on the CD?” I shrugged. “It was ‘Fuck Her Gently’ by Tenacious D.”

BAHAHAAA

He shifted in discomfort. “‘She Will Be Loved.’” Oh. Oh wow.

Im sick

temporary slip in sanity caused me to lean forward a press a kiss to his thigh.

SHANNON YOU FREAK

“Because I shouldn’t do this,” he whispered. And then he kissed me.

god is good

“Did you see that?” Joey demanded, directing his question at Mam. “Did you see him hit me?” Dodging another punch from our father, Joey reared back and leveled our father with a fist to the face. “Can’t you see what he’s doing to your children?”

I have chills.

I didn’t care what I looked like anymore. It didn’t matter. Because my mother had just ended my world. She went to him. He beat us. Terrorized us. Tortured us. And she went to him. She chose him. Our own mother.

This is devestating

Ollie, Tadhg, and Sean all hurried into the kitchen then with backpacks on their backs. All three of them went straight to Joey. Because he was our protector. He was the reason we were all in one piece. He was our hero.

Joey Lynch i would absolutely kill for you