I inexplicably start to heave with sobs because it hits me that, if he did get sick, no one would know who I am to him, he’d be rushed to the hospital and the nurses would say, only family at this time and no one would call me, not a mutual friend because we have none and people in his circle do not connect us the way the woman I am obsessed with is connected to him, they wouldn’t say to me, the man you want to be with is in the hospital, don’t worry he’s fine but he’s asked for you,
