I want to be fucked and my boyfriend wants to make love. I ask him to call me a slut in bed. He tells me he doesn’t believe the way I want to have sex is who I truly am. I instantly lose my confidence and submit myself to what he thinks I should be. I’m not sure if what I want is what I want. I am convinced he knows me best, better than I know myself and because I have resigned the power of my decision making to him, he must be right, I don’t want to be treated like a whore, he’s right, it isn’t me.
