Desperate to distract myself from the temptation, I held my breath and concentrated on why I couldn’t leave this house. On why I had to stay. Shannon. Tadhg. Ollie… Shannon. Tadhg. Ollie… Shannon. Tadhg. Ollie … Slowly, as my mind resigned to the fact that there was no way I could leave three innocent children with the monsters that created us, I felt my muscles unlock, causing me to sink deeper into depression. Trapping me…
