Abaddon tried to follow me after, but I wouldn’t allow it. It’s harder being around him than Asmodeus. Mo gives me what I need. I know he does it as a perverse way of garnering his revenge, but Abaddon only takes part because he knows it’s what I need. I guess what Abaddon does is crueler because he strips me bare and makes me feel. Abaddon’s tenderness provides glimmers of light in my perpetual hell, and that hurts more than any violence and humiliation I’ll ever experience.
