Priest (The Richards Book 1)

by Bre Shadae

A man has to decide what type of life he wants before life decides for him.

“I never been the type to worry about another nigga. Especially when I see something I want.”

I wanted to fuck her ass so good she would be senseless. I wanted her never to forget me and never forget this night.

“Alright, I’m on my best behavior but I’m still a nigga. Yo’ pretty ass better stop looking at me like that and start talking. Your eyes so fuckin’ sexy girl. I gotta look in those pretty muthafuckas while you cum on this dick. Keep playin when you know you ain’t ready for that shit.”

“Yeah you want me to talk you through that shit? I feel that pussy relaxing around me. I can’t wait to taste this pretty muthafucka. You gone relax that pussy and let me give you this dick you want?”

He was there to receive my limp body and put me to bed. “I fucking like that shit. You ‘bout fucked up. I hope you know that.”

All I could do was lay my head on his chest and drift to sleep ignoring my heart that was silently breaking in my chest from the realization that a night like this would never happen again.

“You think my woman gone need something while I’m on this earth? Nigga you crazy. That’s what I been trying to teach you and Prince if ya had any sense. Always keep your woman’s needs covered.

Real men do real things. I was going to show her how it felt to be next to one. I was going to change her life and it wasn’t a snap decision.

just felt like he was still trying to call me homeless. I was struggling but I was handling myself and had an exit plan. I didn’t need his pity involvement if he didn’t want to give it.

Let him help you!

I’m fucking proud of you, Satisa. I’m proud of you for what you did and how strong you have been but it never should have happened. You never should have had to do this alone. I know this been rough on you but I got that now. I got y’all from this point forward. I swear I do.”

That's a GOOD man Satisa!!!

You needed to fucking sleep, Satisa. You ain’t never gotta worry about dealing with this yourself no more. That shit fucked me up to see you that tired.”

When it comes down to it, it was my responsibility to make sure she was straight. She was my woman whether she knew it or not and I would always treat her that way.

Period!

“Then let me help you. Look me in my face and tell me that you were ready to handle everything you have to. You think I feel good knowing you been struggling like this?”

I sat in this room for six hours and they told me how silly I was for trying to resist Priest.

If you don't want him, let ME have him LOL

“Just be open for me to show you because I promise I’m not gone stop coming behind you and putting my family together. The things we talked about. My success is our success and I’m going to make up for the times my family couldn’t indulge in that.”

“Anything.” His eyes didn’t waver as he replied. “I want you to take me to our room and fuck me like you missed me. Show me.”

Go girl!

“Stop that! Give me all of that. Every one of them muthafuckas belong to me just like the rest of you. You need to release what you been carrying for so long. Whatever you need to do baby don’t stop yourself. I know what I’m doing to you.”

Whew!!!!

“Why the hell do you keep saying that about yourself? You aren’t fucking awkward. You are just experiencing something you haven’t experienced before. Hell, me too. You aren’t supposed to know how to take everything. Those things I know I will show you. Things we don’t know we will discover together.

My God why isnt this man REAL?!

“Well I guess whoever walk by gone have to see me clean my fucking plate. I been waiting to taste you all fucking day. You know your fucking taste never left me? After all this time it’s still my favorite thing.”

Sheesh!

I knew she was about to go off. She was shy but like all good girls she was nasty as fuck for the right nigga.

Like me.

Do I have to recite Ciara’s prayer in here? This is happening because you ain’t put nothing but good out here for years. It’s time for you to reap the benefits,”

Next thing I knew he put her on her favorite videos in her room and he had me in the bathroom giving me the most motivational dick I had received in my life.

Lord, it's me again. I've seen what you've done for others...

I’m just supposed to look at the woman I love while she struggling? I’m not built that fucking way. A real man ain’t gone create problems he gone solve them. I’m making sure you covered and I always will. That’s my job and something I take very seriously.”

“I ain’t saying it’s gone be easy or that it’s some things we won’t have to sort out. But you are my choice no matter what.