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Let the money change and you’ll see who they really are.
A man has to decide what type of life he wants before life decides for him.
“Deja get the fuck out of my face before I call security on yo’ ass. I’m busy so you jump on another nigga. Bitch I ain’t never and I could’ve fucked every one of your fucking bird ass friends. You just selling yo’ shit to the next nigga, so go to the highest bidder.”
“Yeah, smile because you don’t give a fuck about me for real. You don’t care that I am the one defending you when they are saying that you fell the fuck off and you broke as shit. We were getting money. We had a system and you fucked it all up! You threw it away for a security business? Really you think I want to be with a nigga that is gone be working a shitty job for the rest of his life? So you know what fuck you Priest. I had an opportunity to come up and that’s what the fuck I did.”
“And like I said I don’t give a fuck! Go back in there and get my sister and I’ll leave.”
“Stay yo’ pretty ass right here. I got it.”
“It do when that nigga swinging on you in front of me. I’m not letting that shit ride in my face, China, but apparently that’s what the hell y’all gone do. This was supposed to be about Momma and us spreading her ashes as she wanted to but no we can’t even have a calm weekend in her memory to even do that. And where the hell is Ty?”
“Alright, I’m on my best behavior but I’m still a nigga. Yo’ pretty ass better stop looking at me like that and start talking. Your eyes so fuckin’ sexy girl. I gotta look in those pretty muthafuckas while you cum on this dick. Keep playin when you know you ain’t ready for that shit.”
“Yeah you want me to talk you through that shit? I feel that pussy relaxing around me. I can’t wait to taste this pretty muthafucka. You gone relax that pussy and let me give you this dick you want?”
“Keep them pretty ass feet off the ground.”
All I could do was lay my head on his chest and drift to sleep ignoring my heart that was silently breaking in my chest from the realization that a night like this would never happen again.
“As long as I live I’m gone always make sure my woman is good. You should always be there for family. Your mother will always be mine.”
“Why you leave like that? You know you fucked my head up. Had me out here waiting at the door like some lost puppy or some shit.”
“Communication is something I prioritize heavily. Especially when it comes to my woman. I want to hear everything. I want to hear you. Fully. I need you to hear me that same way. I missed so much and I want to be filled in on every detail you feel is important.
“You need to put something on your feet.”
“You need to put something on your feet,”
“Well, I promised myself when I had kids it would be different. Shit I knew I wanted a family. I been thinking about this girl for the last two years. The fact that she have my child only adds to it.”
“That shit gone hurt now, but it gone be better later. Don’t ever play yourself for somebody. The right nigga will come along.”
“Hell by the time he do I’m pretty sure I won’t be able to trust his ass but one thing I can do is spend my big brother’s money and dream.”
“Hold on. Ain’t nobody disrespecting anything attached to me. You gone watch yo’ mouth on that shit and you gone watch how you talk to my woman. She ain’t did shit but make sure your son was safe when you wasn’t smart enough to do so.”
“I would like for you to keep your feet off the floor. Can you do that for me?”
“Keep your feet off the floor please. Nothing that goes in my mouth touches the floor. Do you understand?” He looked at me squarely.
“You got it out and I heard you. That’s the last time I will hear talk about yourself in a negative light. You are not fucking awkward. You just don’t lay up with a bunch of niggas. You ain’t a hoe and clearly that is something any fucking man would appreciate. And trust me I ain’t giving any other man an opportunity to treat you better than I will. Vocalizing my feelings to you may not be something you are able to accept right now but I don’t mind that either because love shows you. I will show you both that you deserve the world. Whatever you want you say the word and that shit is yours. You
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“I want you to take me to our room and fuck me like you missed me. Show me.”
“You see why I don’t like these pretty feet on the ground.” He placed my foot to his mouth and laid soft kisses on it first then began tracing his tongue over my toes.
“Stop that! Give me all of that. Every one of them muthafuckas belong to me just like the rest of you. You need to release what you been carrying for so long. Whatever you need to do baby don’t stop yourself. I know what I’m doing to you.”
“You talking a lot of shit. Do it look like I’m scared of yo’ ass? You ain’t shit but a bitch ass nigga. Where the fuck is China? You answer me that and maybe we can talk about Benji leaving with her but he ain’t going a muthafuckin’ place with you. If you got a problem you can come to my house and get him. That’s where he will be staying. If you any type of fucking man you’ll leave that boy where he can actually get the fuckin’ love and support he deserves.”
“I see you got my favorite color on your toes. You ain’t slick,” his voice rumbled against my ear. “Do you like it?” “I’ll show you,”
“So I’m only here for dick and to be a father to Jasmine? I’m just supposed to look at the woman I love while she struggling? I’m not built that fucking way. A real man ain’t gone create problems he gone solve them. I’m making sure you covered and I always will. That’s my job and something I take very seriously.”
“This is not something you can fix by just snapping your fingers. It’s a lot of work and fucking energy and I’m tired of getting close and it all crashing down. This is probably not even what I should be doing with my life.”
“I’m not letting you quit. You know how crazy you would be going around here? Take less appointments. Only regulars. Whatever you want but the worst thing you can do is give up now or question your gift. You the shit and I got you baby. I promise I do. Plus the world need you. The way I saw you transform a few of them chicks you deserve a fuckin’ award.”
I opened her legs and when I touched her soft feet I had to contradict myself. While I slid closer to her heat, I placed soft kisses on the base of her foot before I took her toes into my mouth one by one. Her feet were so damn pretty I couldn’t resist anytime I looked at them too long. Her other foot found my dick and traced up and down. She hadn’t done that before and it felt so fucking good that if she did it too much this shit was sure to be over soon. I gripped her foot and threw it aside. It was time to get to business. I entered her, filling her completely in one stroke.
opened her legs and when I touched her soft feet I had to contradict myself. While I slid closer to her heat, I placed soft kisses on the base of her foot before I took her toes into my mouth one by one. Her feet were so damn pretty I couldn’t resist anytime I looked at them too long. Her other foot found my dick and traced up and down. She hadn’t done that before and it felt so fucking good that if she did it too much this shit was sure to be over soon. I gripped her foot and threw it aside. It was time to get to business. I entered her, filling her completely in one stroke.
“You gone be taking this dick for the rest of your life. You can take it.” I coached, not moving and kissed her lips. She was already trying to grind back into me.
“This shit forever you know that? I ain’t worried about shit else but this. I knew the moment I saw you. You mine and I’m yours. This shit forever you hear me?”
“How the fuck you preaching to me about some shit you never did. Leaving my family when they need me the most? No muthafucka we needed you the most when we were young. Maybe if you was there Pria wouldn’t be making fucked up decisions looking for any nigga to love her. We ain’t kids no more. Pria fucked up and coincidentally fucked a lot of shit up for me in the process. I have no sympathy for that shit.”
“Fuck you mean I never made it? In every avenue of my life I was able to accomplish more than you. I was a better street nigga and a better business man. I was saving my brother’s ass because of a lethal mistake. Not only did that mistake almost cost Prince his life but the shit put me right in the crossfire of losing my family. I have to think about killing my woman’s sister. Yeah the nigga that got away was her sister’s baby daddy so I am going to have to look a kid in the face every fucking day knowing I had to kill his parents. So I really don’t care how Pria is feeling at the moment. She
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She stood firm and sexy. She let her towel drop and I ogled the work of art from head to toe. Then the frown settled again. I went to the bathroom and got a warm rag. When I returned in the room she was just sliding her lace boy shorts over her plump ass. I pushed her on the bed and grabbed her feet. I placed the warm rag between her pretty toes and washed them. I took the dry towel and dried them. I repeated with the other foot.
I went to the bathroom and got a warm rag. When I returned in the room she was just sliding her lace boy shorts over her plump ass. I pushed her on the bed and grabbed her feet. I placed the warm rag between her pretty toes and washed them. I took the dry towel and dried them. I repeated with the other foot.
“Shit,” she hissed. For her to say she never experienced it before she had fallen in love with the attention I paid to them. That was fine by me because I didn’t plan on stopping. My dick bricked just thinking about it. I put her foot on my hard dick. She had to know this wasn’t the end, just a bump in the road. When she felt that pressure she pulled her foot down but this time she placed it in her house shoes. Good girl. “Keep your feet off the floor, Satisa.”
“I see you ain’t playin huh? She pretty as fuck and she a good one. I’m proud of you bro’ and don’t ever think nothing I’m going through gone stop the happiness I can feel for you. I got you.” He reached for my hand and we shook.
“All these people here and all I see is you.” He was on me before I knew it and my throat went dry.
“Fuck these people. You gone be cumming on this dick the rest of your life. Ain’t no walking away from this, Satisa. Cum for me baby.”
“Satisa I know it ain’t been the easiest road for us but no span of time or no distance can stop what I feel about you. That shit has been tested time and time again and the only answer is us. You give me a feeling that can never be replaced. I could say all the words but I would rather spend my life showing you. Be my wife baby.”
“Thank you. I just want you. I greatly appreciate it but I don’t want you to feel like you have to always go all out. You could have proposed to me in Kroger and I still would have said yes.”
“Yeah I dare you fucking finish the sentence. I ain’t trying to hear that shit, China. I paid for three minutes and I don’t want to spend them hearing the bullshit you got to say. Now listen to me, you gone do your fucking time and you are not going to fuck with my family anymore. Who the fuck you think was breaking they neck trying to help yo’ ass and you gone go to the police again about that bullshit story on Priest when you know he was footing the bill for your lawyer fees.”

