I just don’t know how he understood what was going on with me but he had called it all out correctly. I was in a state of relief and pleasure and it was all colliding breaking me down and building me up at once. The thought that a man I fantasized about daily was here in front of me essentially being the answer to my struggles was surreal. I busted my ass for years and would for more if that’s what it called for but the fact that he was saying I no longer had to was too much. The fact that someone was in my life that had my back and I no longer had to worry about it. I was overwhelmed with
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