She looks at my pieces of paper – the court order and the Baby MOT – and she notices that my mother had breastfed me. ‘That was the one thing she could give you. She gave you what she could. She didn’t have to do that and it would have been a lot easier for her if she hadn’t. It is such a bond – breastfeeding. When she gave you up at six weeks old you were still part of her body.’ I do not want to cry. I am crying.
