It wasn’t right that we were stuck in this life—all of us—but I shouldn’t have to feel guilty for winning.
Goes back to his feelings in chapter 1 - he hates his life and the town that he lives in. The adults abuse him and he feels like nobody cares about him (except his brother). He just wants something good to happen to him - and yet when it does (him winning the Motocross event) he feels guilt. He is not used to happiness. As he says, part of his problem is that he feels stuck and he needs to find a way to leave.
